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Shaving

 

Edmund White

Art by Stephen Andrews

 
 

Shaving

My father would spend hours shaving with the hot
Water running and running, but as if in penitence for
So much narcissism his only cologne was witch
Hazel, liquid masculinity. When I shave I think 
Of a childish lover I wronged who would always say,
“Tap tap tap” as he tapped his  razor clean of
Hairs. I wronged him by not fulfilling his last wishes before
He died. Of Aids. Or I remember my office  colleague who
Said while shaving he fainted. Funny little fugitive 
Thoughts before the mirror, some not so funny.

 
 

My father would spend hours shaving with the hot
Water running and running, but as if in penitence for
So much narcissism his only cologne was witch
Hazel, liquid masculinity. When I shave I think 
Of a childish lover I wronged who would always say,
“Tap tap tap” as he tapped his  razor clean of
Hairs. I wronged him by not fulfilling his last wishes before
He died. Of Aids. Or I remember my office  colleague who
Said while shaving he fainted. Funny little fugitive 
Thoughts before the mirror, some not so funny.